Not Kafka

 The Trial


As in separation.

Starting in November, with me out of the house.

It is 2 days after my birthday. 2022. So, I have that as something I don’t need to worry about.


I am tired.

I am sleeping in the chair we got to keep her comfortable during our children's gestational period. 

There will likely be a lot to process in the next couple of days.

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